Pyro

im sick of life

2008-11-02T19:54:00.001-08:00

So yeah a little update things for me and Chelsea are doing alot better, though there are still a few things that could be better. I wont get into too much detail, but all i know is that im probably the most understanding lenient boyfriend on the planet, but im getting kinda sick of it. Everyone ive talked too has said they think she is going to cheat on me, well, honestly i dont think she will or ever would, just because to me she is not that type of person. And yeah i am probably too understanding and at some times it may seem like im getting walked all over, but from now on when i have an opinion about something or someone im not gonna hold it in, If she wants to get mad let her... if she doesnt like it tough, im done feeling like im gonna lose her everytime i have a question or feel a certain way or have a thought on something... if she truely loves me she;ll understand but yeah... so hopefully now we can move on and put this all behind us and yes im still waiting for this supposed mindblowing make up sex lol hopefully tomorrow but we'll see.....;-D

Other than that im jobless yet a fucking gain damn place is starting to piss me the hell off!!!!!

wow.....

2008-10-26T21:29:00.000-07:00

So, im in a weird sort of extremely depressed stage where im not crying, im not sad, im not happy and nothing can make me smile. Apparently a so called friend has caused such huge problems in her family that i may have lost my one true love forever, Right now we are on a "break" where we can both see someone else, but i already told her, i wont. I will not even attempt to see anyone, and she still wants me to talk to her cuz there is a "99% chance" that she'll come back to me, and she had the nerve to get upset when i told her there was that 1% chance that id be gone if she did come back... so yeah, if i seem a little down, just dont worry about it, it'll oass.....i hope.....

is it wrong?

2008-10-26T11:50:00.000-07:00

Is it wrong for me to be worried if my girlfriend is starting to talk to another guy but just as friends? i have female friends, and i have no problem with her having guy friends, but when he is a main cause in a huge fight that almost breaks us up and when im trying to talk to her on the phone every 2 seconds its well hang on a sec, hes texting me hang on i gotta text him, oh hes so funny he just texted me" i kinda get worried.......i just really dont know what to do anymore.......

WARNING.... venting ahead

2008-10-04T21:15:00.000-07:00

WARNING! This blog is pretty much just so i can vent about something and just get it out there somewhere because certain people I would talk to about it are currently unavailable...

So my girlfriend and I have been pretty serious as some people know, and have planned to move in with each other as soon as she turns 18. However there was a snag in that plan and now she is going to wait until after she graduates high school, which I can understand, its some bullshit with the school systems with her enrollment. BUT NOW, her dad has to go and fuck things up even MORE! aftrer talking to her for a long time about after she graduates and everything she tells me tonight she doesnt want to because her dad (who is a fucking dick to her and treats her like his personal servant by the way) asked her not to so she said she wouldnt. Also, she tells me her grandpa said the same thing. I just dont understand why she doesn't understand ITS HER FUCKING LIFE!!! NOT THEIRS!!! When she is out of that house they cannot tell her how to live her life or wat do do... and her dad keeps trying to control her as much as humanly possible but anytime i try to say anything about any of it she gets all pissed off so I've pretty much given up with even bringing it up... its just not worth it to talk to her about it. Just after everything her and I have been through after all the problems her father caused us and after everything he did to her, it just pisses me off that she still will do what he asked.. andI know it sounds a bit selfish but i dont care how strong he feels about it... just because he didnt do something when he was younger does not mean he knows what will happen in her life... i just know its going to be at least 4 to 5 years before we get married and I honestly dont want to wait that long just to live with her... its fucking bullshit

her

2008-08-17T11:58:00.000-07:00

Yeah so i know i talk about my baby alit in some of these but still, i write what i think about...

I never truely realized until today how she can turn my day around. After having a shitty morning i texted her and was still in a bad mood... well, when i called her as soon as i heard her voice it seemed like every care in the world had dissappeared. The thought of being able to see her today, even if only for an hour or so, to be able to touch her skin, smell her hair, gaze into her eyes then kiss her soft lips.... just made this day sooooooo much better i really do truely love her and would die without her....

Only In America

2008-08-15T18:04:00.000-07:00

Only in America ....
do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.

Only in America .......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke

Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters..

Only in America .....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.

Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.

Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.

Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering?

EVER WONDER ....

Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?

Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?

Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"?

Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?

Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"?

Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?

Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?

Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?

Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?

Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?

Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?!

Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?

Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?

If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?

If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

UPDATE ON LIFE

2008-08-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

yeah so again, i forgot or was too lazy to do this, but i got a little bit of time so what the hell

life is good and bad right now for me i guess, i finally got my job back after only 2 damn months of being out of work, but i did get first shift, and honestly, i enjoyed the time because me and chelsea spent like almost every day together which i really needed even if she really doesnt know how much it ment to me... but yeah, so my parents know we r dating again and are cool and just alot....ALOTT of drama not with her this time but her family... we did all we could but i guess some people (i.e. her parents) will never change no matter what... but i've given up trying to help her with that cuz everything i tell her to do or try she says she will but doesnt so yeah, whatever....

like i said i got my job back 1st shirt which is good cuz i have my afternoons and evenings back but it also means i gotta get up around 4 for work and leave my house by 410 in the morning..but as long as i get like at least 3 hours of sleep im good... thats what weekends are for anyways lol plus its worth it so i can see my baby after she gets out of school if she's not working that particular day plus this shift is actually teaching me new things.. welding, grinding, crane operations, ect... all very interesting stuff lol uh huh

another good thing is that i can continue to play volleyball with my sister on thursday nights, which is cool cuz our team is doing really good so far this time

so lets see.....yeah i know i havent gotten to spend much time with the group (which the only ppl who read this are WRP members anyways) so sorry about that but i do plan on starting to come more often here as soon as i get money and get my car fixed again....lol

Words of Wisdom

2008-07-17T21:04:00.000-07:00

WORDS OF WISDOM
All those who believe in telekinesis, raise my hand.

I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met.

OK, so what’s the speed of dark?

Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

When everything is coming your way, you’re in the wrong lane.

Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now.

Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don’t have film.

Shin: a device for finding furniture in the dark.

Many people quit looking for work when they find a job.

I intend to live forever – so far, so good.

Eagles may soar, but weasels don’t get sucked into jet engines.

When I’m not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded.

What happens if you get scared half to death twice?

I used to have an open mind but my brains kept falling out.

I couldn’t repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder.

If at first you don’t succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.

Experience is something you don’t get until just after you need it.

For every action, there is an equal and opposite criticism.

No one is listening until you make a mistake.

Success always occurs in private, and failure in full view.

The colder the X-ray table, the more of your body is required to be on it.

The hardness of the butter is proportional to the softness of the bread.

The severity of the itch is proportional to the reach.

To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism, to steal from many is research.

The problem with the gene pool is that there is no lifeguard.

Monday is an awful way to spend 1/7th of your life.

The sooner you fall behind, the more time you’ll have to catch up.

A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.

If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you’ve never tried before.

A fool and his money are soon partying.

Plan to be spontaneous tomorrow.

If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of payments.

I’d kill for a Nobel Peace Prize.

Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.

Borrow money from a pessimist – they don’t expect it back.

Half the people you know are below average.

99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.

why

2008-07-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

Seriously why do i miss her so much? Anyone else did to me what she did and i would have left them in a heartbeat but for some reason i couldn't do that to her...I just cant see myself without her. I mean i know i love her but is it possible to love her this much?? I think it is... I know it is..... she has been in michagin since monday morning and i have only been able to talk to her on the phone for 17 min 53 seconds today... yeah we text but thats just not the same... i actually almost drove there just to spend the day with her, but i didnt have the money for gas or i probably would have not like i got anything else to do with this job not working out grr stupid economy.....

More of life

2008-07-11T21:23:00.000-07:00

ok, so this one will not be nearly as long as my last (at least, i dont think so). So anywho, my laptop was covered under AArons rentals warrenty so they are fixing it, but i like the loaner one they gave me for the weeek, seeing as its an upgrade with a bigger screen, better hardware, and a webcam also a number pad which is nice....

so yeah, not much new going on, just feel kinda sick lately sorry to all those at bills, i got hom e late and not in a good mood.... more problems with the girlfriend...thought we were past something she did but we had another slight "incident" which is being taken care of so yeah, as much as i would have liked to have come and gotten plastard, i couldnt... that and i have to visit a friend in the hospital tomorrow morning... she's there for the next 2 weeks so yeah, kinda sucks...

um.....yeah, havent seen any movies lately, just watched some ones on dvd and on tv.... mainly Hellboy gettin ready for the sequal... oh and the other day my sister and i watched the 5th Harry Potter movie and it made me want to read books 6 and 7 so i am trying to do that around going back to work on monday, dealing with this girl shit, and other fun and exciting things..... ok well it is i think time for a little bit of sleep for me

Life, the Universe and Everything Else

2008-07-08T21:04:00.000-07:00

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anyone who doesnt get that, shame on you!

"The greatest single cause of atheism in the world todayIs Christians who acknowledge Jesus with their lipsThen walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle.That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable"
- D C Talk (christian rock group) pretty good stuff

So anyways, I know I have not done one of these for damn near a month now, but kinda been busy. Well, since my last post, I have gotten a new job, working in a steel rolling plant. been having fun with that one 3pm to 1am monday through thurs so i get a 3 day weekend! whoo!

Also, been trying to make enough money to get all my shit caught up, not happening. The week of the 4th of july i had off and found out i have this whole wek off too, which is good cuz i ghet to see my gf and play in my volleyball tournoment, so woot!

A little while ago helped Natasha move into her 3rd floor apartment so yeah, that was fun. Beat the rain by all of 5 min. It was kinda hot that day too, so maybe the rain would have been a good thing.

Oh yeah, my laptop decided to kick it....i got the thing from a lease to own place, then the charger caught on fire and HP wouldn replace it (those bastards!) and now of course after its paid off and no longer have the service plan on it it decided to not start...and when i run a hard drive test in BIOS it says test failed! WTF!!!! but twice it did start up after like 3 hours then froze again....so im gonna try to get it replaced or save up for a sony Viao....or my Gateway Gaming Comp....thats like $1500 which is about $1480 out of my price range so yeah...lol anyone want to loan me a few bucks???

Um, lets see, other then that, not too much going on, just relationship problems, then it gets better, then more problems from the same person who if he turns up missing i will have been at one of your houses all night that night! Damn guy has caused more problems for me and my girl than i can count, so still kinda confused about that...

um.......so yeah, sittin here at a little past midnight just kinda typing whatever comes to mind, im gonna try to start doing these on a regular basis, just to let stuff out, get them off my chest, or just to rant about worthless meaningless random things...speaking of which, I HATE MY FUCKING PHONE!!!!! if anyone has a Verizon Motorola Razr or Krzr that they are not using anymore, let me know, i need a cheap (ir free if your feeling generous) one because this one is hjacked up and its really starting to piss me off....stupid verizon!

lets see....what else to say what else to say...

oh Movie Reviews....um...... Zohan....funny ass movie if you like Adam Sandlers previous movies.....Kung Foo Panda, awesome..laughed my ass off, Indiana Jones, pretty good...Wanted...Fucking Amazing movie!!!!! Hancock, extremely good....Get Smart...not as funny as i heard it was suposed to be....but still pretty damn good.......the Strangers, not as much scary as it was like jump out and startle you scary.....and the funniest movie i have seen possibly all year The Love Guru with Mike Myers.....laughed my ass off litterally the entire movie....it was hilarious. wow, so i just realized i have like no life......i've seen all these in the past month.....

Ok well i gotta be up really early in the morning, like by at least 10...lol so i guess thats it...check back for at least bi-weekly updates!!!!!!!!!

Please sign this if you have a cell phone!

2008-06-14T13:00:00.001-07:00

http://www.petitiononline.com/VWGUI06/petition.html

This is a link to an online petition which states "To: Verizon Wireless, Motorola Inc., Samsung, LG Electronics, Audiovox Corporation, Nokia

In an effort to "save money on technical support" and restrict user's freedom to use, what should be, free services that come standard with today's next generation of phones, Verizon Wireless has implemented a new, and to some awkward, user interface which now comes standard on almost every Verizon phone (the most notable exception being the Motorola e815 at present). We, the below signed, do hereby petition all phone manufacturers to restrict Verizon Wireless from continuing to over-write their factory installed programming with this new software. We also petition Verizon Wireless to stop disabling the features incorporated into its phones which its customers have a right to use.

Sincerely,

The Undersigned"

Even if you really don't care about this, please sign it because Verizon menu's suck ass!

Game Time

2008-05-29T16:05:00.000-07:00

Ok, here we go! Time for me to play volleyball again. Even though our team kinda sucks and hasn't won a game yet, its still fun. Game is at Razzles at 9 on the far back court if anyone wants to come cheer us on!

Too true

2008-05-27T10:01:00.000-07:00

I think the worst time to have a heart attack is during a game of charades, especially if your team mates are bad guessers!!

First one

2008-05-26T13:02:00.000-07:00

So, finally made a blog, so um....yeah, this should be interesting. seeing as how im not too sure what exactly to write about, so ill do it later!